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Happily Sad

by Johnny Kascukas

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1.
Better Man 04:17
She said the room smells like smoke And I can taste it on your lips I said I've had a rough week I don't deserve this I'm doin' all I can to be a better man To be a better man for you I've been diggin' my own grave For 37 days It's gettin' deeper It's gettin' deeper I've been doin' all I can to be a better man To be a better man for you She said I hate to see you stay, staying up staying up late Trying to fix these problems that you didn't create I said I'm doin' all I can to be a better man To be a better man for you I've been diggin' my own grave For 37 days It's gettin' deeper It's gettin' deeper I've been doin' all I can to be a better man To be a better man for you And every night I lie awake And think of how things used to be so great and Everything I used to love is another thing I hate and I'm doin' all I can to be a better man To be a better man It makes me feel sick Sick to my stomach Everything you say you'll do is just another broken promise and I'm doing all I can to be a better man To be a better man for you I said I'm doing all I can to be a better man to be a better man for you I've been diggin' my own grave For 37 days It's gettin' deeper It's gettin' deeper I've been doin' all I can to be a better man To be a better man for you
2.
Patiently waiting for you to come home I'm sick and tired of being alone I left door unlocked the light's still on The static from the T.V. mumbles on Patiently waiting for you to tell me To tell me your thoughts I left the water on the sink's almost filled That's not the only thing that's gonna get spilled I wish that I could tell you everything Everything I think about you Every time you laugh I fall in love and I wonder if you are falling too Patiently waiting for you to come home Hurry back before we get too old I left the bed unmade it's almost time For the both of us to say goodnight I wish that I could tell you everything Everything I think about you Every time you laugh I fall in love and I wonder if you are falling too I think I love you but I don't know what to do I wonder if you are falling too Patiently waiting for you to come home I'm sick and tired of being alone
3.
Drunk sing alongs With the boys from back home Making up the words as we go We sing along to never feel alone Slurring the melodies that only we know Drunk sing alongs With the kids back at school Making up the lines and looking like fools We sing along to never feel alone Slurring the melodies that only we know It's funny how the truth comes out After a few drinks Saying things that we truly think I was told that if you drink enough It'll taste like love I guess that I haven't had enough Drunk sing alongs to hum to myself To keep me company when no one's around I sing on and on when I'm alone Slurring the melodies that only I know It's funny how the truth comes out After a few drinks Saying things that we truly think I was told that if you drink enough It'll taste like love I guess that I haven't had enough I guess that I haven't had enough
4.
Things are different then they were A year ago We were kids who didn't know what to do and I still don't know Everyone wants to be a lawyer Or a scientist And I'm just pissed that I didn't get to spend more time with you Maybe one day you will see me in the streets with my guitar and some newspapers as my sheets and I could die a lucky man but I don't think I will because you won't remember me and I'll miss you still Things are different than they were A few days ago I'm just a man who doesn't know what to do I have no clue Everyone wants a million dollars Or a new car I just wanna spend a night at the bar With the friends I once had but have lost Maybe one day you will see me in the streets with my guitar and some newspapers as my sheets and I could die a lucky man but I don't think I will because you won't remember me and I'll miss you still I'll miss you still
5.
Hey man I know you're leaving real soon Sooner than we thought I hope you're ready I hope you know How much you'll changed And how much you'll grow You've got 8 quick years to swallow your fears and You're gonna make your grandpa proud You'll serve your time away from state lines but You've got your friends on your arm You've got us on your arm Hey man I don't know if I told you but You mean a lot to me I remember when you were just 14 and you picked up your first guitar And those times we sang songs in our cars After you get back we'll hang at the bar and you'll always drink for free Because you served your country You've got 8 quick years to swallow your fears and You're gonna make your grandpa proud You'll serve your time away from state lines but You've got your friends on your arm You've got us on your arm I know you're gonna be okay 26 seems so far away I know you're gonna be okay I know you're gonna be okay You've got 8 quick years to swallow your fears and You're gonna make your grandpa proud You'll serve your time away from state lines but You've got your friends on your arm You've got us on your arm You've got me on your arm So look down But keep your head up So look down But keep your head up

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This demo EP was written from October 2013 until May 2014, during my first year away at College. All songs were written in my dorm room at Loyola University Chicago or in my bedroom in Orland Park, Illinois. All songs were recored in my garage in Orland Park, Illinois.

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released May 21, 2014

Thank you to my family, friends, and any stranger that has given me a listen. You guys are 'da best.

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Johnny Kascukas Chicago, Illinois

22-year-old Acoustic Singer/Songwriter.

Loyola University Chicago.

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